Bullied By My Brothers

Chapter 48 - Again?

Kyle already left. 

I skipped dinner. Not that I wasn't hungry. But, I'm fat enough. 

My brothers asked me why I wasn't eating. I lied. I said that I just wasn't hungry. 

But, I didn't completely lie. I'm not hungry but I'm also not staving. 

If that even makes any sense. If it does...then good. But, if it doesn't...I'm sorry. 

I'm an awful person. I ruin everything. 

Right now, I'm just laying down on my bed trying to relax. I'm just stressed. About school, personal stuff, and all of the drama. 

I'm such a failure. I can't ever do anything right. 

I didn't mean to sleep with Austin...or Kyle. I didn't mean to run away to another city. I didn't mean to kill someone. I didn't mean to be alive. 

I know it's all my fault. Everything is my fault. 

"Ellie, what the hell?" Noah shouted at me while bursting into my room. 

And there goes my relaxation. 

I sighed. "What?"

"Don't 'what' me!" 

I rolled my eyes. 

"I don't take that type of disrespect!" 

"Oh, so we're back to that?" I asked. 

"Oh, you're so gonna get it!" 

"What?"

He walked over to my bed, picked me up, and threw me on the floor. 

"What the shiznits!"

"Shut up, idiot!" He yelled at me. 

"What was that for?" I asked while rubbing my head. "Ow," I muttered. 

"You are so pathetic!" 

I'm so confused. 

"What did I even do?"

"Stop acting so clueless!"

"But I don't even know what I did."

"Save it!"

Then, he grabbed me by my hair. 

So, now I was standing.

I winced in pain. 

I cursed under my breath. 

He took me into the hallway.

Daniel saw us. 

"What are you doing to her?" He asked. 

"Remember she never got her punishment for..." Noah began, but he whispered the rest to Daniel so I couldn't understand what they were saying. 

Daniel looked at me in shock. 

Then, his eyes turned bitter cold. 

He was glaring at me. 

Then Noah started glaring at me too. 

"W-why are you looking at me like that?" I stuttered. 

"Boys! We need you!" Noah shouted. 

Then, next thing I know, all four of my brothers were upstairs surrounding me. 

"Little Ellie, never got her punishment from when she was at Austin's house," Noah said. 

Wait, what? I thought we were past that!

"Excuse me?" I asked. "What the heck! I thought we were past that!"

"Nope," Jack said. 

"And she never got her punishment from running away to another city with a guy," Max said. 

"Oh, right! Now we can all punish her!" Daniel said. 

All of my brothers glared at me. 

They all slowly started walking towards me, until... I backed into a wall. 

You're such a clutz. 

You're a burden to everyone. Leave. Kill yourself. That's what everyone wants. Do it. Do it! Do it for everyone's sake. No one will miss you. 

That's not true. My family and friends will miss me. 

My demons are coming back. 

No, they won't. 

Get out of my head. 

No. 

Then, I started crying. 

Oh, did I hit a nerve?

I hate you. 

We love you. 

Why?

Because you're suicidal. Join us! You belong in hell!

Maybe I do. 

Yes, you do!

Block them out of your mind. Ignore them! 

My brothers started walking closer. 

Jack came right up to me and slapped me repeatedly. 

Then, Max carried me downstairs. My other brothers followed. 

I was telling them to let me go. But, none of them listened. 

I tried to get out of Max's grip, but then he just pulled my hair. So, I gave up. 

They carried me into the woods. To the exact spot that they did weeks ago. 

Maybe even months ago. 

The same spot where they abused me. Their own sister. 

Is this really going to happen...again?