Dear,Amber...

What I did

  Dear Amber,

    Weeks pasted and I'm still depressed. I put on a fake smile for my mom and friends. I cry to myself every time I wake up and every time I drift to sleep. I listened to the music I put on the laptop when I played with you. I still look at the pictures we took together. My heart was taken with you. Now I am nothing but an empy shell of sadness. I told Victoria what happened,and she told me to forget about. I knew that was impossible because I never will forget you. I wish there was a way to hold you once more before you left. I broke down in the middle of gym because I heard a girl say that she has a new dog...and she described you perfectly. I ran into a stall and sobbed all of my caged sadness. What made it worse is that a girl said I was over reacting about my **** dog. I cried more at her harsh words and stayed in there the rest of the period.  I was so lost in thought. I didn't know what to feel or say. Thankfully Victoria was there to help me get back on track. I will and always will miss you Amber. I hope you ok and safe. Never forget what we had.

    With lots of love,

          Jazmin