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I couldn't help but feel relaxed not only did he just give me some leg shaking, addicting, loving, cumming head but he also made me a bubble bath filled with red rose pedals

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I couldn't help but feel relaxed not only did he just give me some leg shaking, addicting, loving, cumming head but he also made me a bubble bath filled with red rose pedals.

He stood up with his hands in his pockets after making sure I was secure in the tub. "Okay mamas let me know when you ready to get out so I can give you some clothes to sleep in."

I sit up in the huge bathtub a pout on my face. "Baby," I call after him watching the expression on his face since this is the first time I'm actually calling him this like in a conversation. "Can you get in with me?" I ask.

"Yeah I got you." Nio says with a smirk. I look away as he begins to pull off his clothes and before I know it I can feel the water and bubbles moving and his legs pressed against mine.

"Can I...." I trail I was too shy to say it for some reason.

"Just come here mama." He tells me laughing at how awkward I'm acting. I move over towards him slowly and when I finally make it to him I rest my face on his chest. I feel butterflies swarming a million thoughts running through my mind. This man has me so far gone it's crazy.

After a minute of tracing the tattoo of huge angel wings on his chest I pull away. "Look if all this is was some fling or you only want to have sex just let me know."

"What?" He scrunches his face up sitting up. "Sadie if that was all this was I would've had sex with you in that car. I've known you for so long I don't even get how you could say some shit like that." He didn't sound mad more so a little worried.

I couldn't help the negative thoughts that filled my mind. I fall in love easy, I've fell in love with every guy I've ever dated. Didn't matter if they were hood, sweet, kind, caring, popular, cool, lowkey, mean, cruel. It didn't matter. I always fell hard and in the end I was left in tears and embarrassed.

I'd hate to bring the attention back to Ozias but if I could I would trade lives with him in a instant. I would've killed the have been raised on abstinence and taught about how important it is to protect and love your body. I'm not going to place the blame on my mom but her and Naomi are two different women. My mom is purposely trap a nigga type of women while Naomi is a wife. My mom trapped my father. When I told her how I'd lost my virginity to Riley and how he would cheat on me and verbally abuse me you know what she told me? "Ruby men will say the most fucked up things when their angry. Anger brings the worst out of people I wouldn't hold it against him. And forget if he's acting different. He's still fucking you right?  Clearly you got that man right where he needs to be".

I haven't spoken to my mom in so long. Not since I moved out and got my own small apartment. Sometimes you just grow up and you see things for how they really are. All along I've been living this complete lie that she actually wanted me to go to a private school to better my future. I found letters my dad wrote us of him suggesting I do that. If it was up to her she would've kept me in the streets. And she even wanted to. Stating that she should save that money for when he gets out of jail. All along I've just been some pawn in her life to keep her from losing my dad. That's it. That's all.

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