yall ive been crying like almost every night and my boyfriend thinks its him but its not.
like its just my mind racing and shit.
i feel like crying a lot.
the other day he left for like 10 minutes and i was bawling...like who tf even does that.
so now he is scared to leave me alone for a long time i think but its okay.
I'm okay.
i really am just i got quaratined and i was suppose to join meets but i didnt know like i had no idea i was suppose to.
i have 6 unexcused absesnesce and a bunch of shit i need to do.
no covid which is good.
but its hard to do school work when all you feel like doing is feel like laying in bed watching movies and playing games that require little concentration.
im trying to do better tho.
okay this is long sorry.
im all good.
