My sunshine

THREE

I woke up with a throbbing headache. Honestly I wasn't even sure where I was.

I looked turned my head and saw Grayson sleeping next to me. I jumped a little, startled at why we were even in the same room together.

I watched his bare chest rise as he breathed, he was so perfect. I looked around and saw more people on the floor around the bed, it smelled like alcohol and vomit.

Shit.

I went to this damn party and didn't even go home last night. I didn't even want to be here in the first place.

Well.. I wanted to be here for Grayson, just not like this

I got up and grabbed my shoes and purse. I turned to get another look of Grayson.

He was still asleep. Yet, he was the only person that wasn't shit-faced.

"You sleep like angel, Dolan." I whispered as I walked out of the room

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After stumbling down the stairs filled with people, my eyes make contact with Bri and Wendy who were asleep with guys they probably didn't know the names of.

I sighed and woke them up.

"Wendy, Bri, we have to go." I said

"Ughh fuck off Jess, I can't feel my face." Bri groaned

"Yeah, Jess please just shhhhh" Wendy said while burying her head into this random guys chest

I rolled my eyes. I hated them.

"Fine. You two drunks can stay here with these random guys and I'll go home."

"Hey! Seth is not a random guy, he's the quarterback." Bri said while smiling up at him

"Tell Seth that I don't care, later whores" I said while walked out of the front door

I suddenly feel something grab my arm, I turn to see Grayson standing in front of me

"Gray...I mean- can I help you?" I say stuttering

"Yeah uh, about last night-." He says as I cut him off

"We didn't do anything..." I say as my eyes tear away from his

"I know Jessica, I remember." He says

I close my eyes tight and look at the ground. How'd he remember me, this, anything from last night

"No you don't.." I mumble

"I remember you're a virgin." He said, grinning a bit

My head shot up. Why would he remember that,

"N-no I'm not" I stuttered

He chuckles a bit. Hes got a big fucking ego

"Jessica, you told me last night. By the way I'm sorry I took advantage of you last night, it wasn't cool considering we were both drinking.." he says to me

I stare into his eyes, I knew he meant what he said.

"You didn't force anything Grayson, I wanted it just as bad. I'm just...scared I guess. I mean losing my virginity is a big deal."

He shrugs his shoulders.

"I thought the same thing, I was nervous as hell, but I guess being one of the hottest guys at school you just have to go for it."

I rolled my eyes. "Is that supposed to make me feel better?"

He chuckles. "I guess not, but I'm just saying do it when your comfortable, don't ever feel forced into something you don't want to do."

I sighed.

"Yeah but your friends are going to be disappointed that you couldn't get with me, so go ahead Grayson, it's what you do best"

"Wow Jess, didn't think you'd be the person to also think I don't have a heart. That I just go around and fuck everybody."

I looked up at him. "No Grayson- that's not what I meant I just-."

He scoffs. "Nevermind, see you later."

I watched as he picks up his hoodie and walks out of the house.

Jess you're an idiot.