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THIS STORY HAS BECOME A SOCIAL MEDIA AU,, WHICH MEANS LESS NARRATIONS MORE RELATED ON SOCMED,, TIME AND DATE CAN MATTER AT TIMES.carry on.
—☆ johnny suh
finally from a 7 day break from everything, had my phone down, all alone, eating ice cream, having me time, making sure i could fix myself up and my mental health, and it did work, i got more time for myself and my happiness.
iMessage | the person i masturbate...
the person i masturbate for blocked you.
yeah it totally did get better...
i layed down on my bed and kept on thinking, what did i do wrong to deserve this ? what did i do wrong ? i tried through the other social accounts i have of her.
flwrjin blocked you on instagram.
flwrjin blocked you on twitter.
what did i do wrong ? what did i do wrong to deserve this ? i noticed my tears started falling down, i felt like i lost everything.
i decided to make another acc with a different person's face and some fake names, gained a few followers too, just to make sure she wont notice it is me.
lorde...
fuck :)).
i mean yujin wouldn't do this to me right ? she wouldn't just leave me like this ? haha right.i stared at my drawer. i thought of cutting, so i had no hesitations, i got it, even though im not sure if shes surprised or anything, i dont care, it hurts, it hurts in my heart, and this is how i solve it.
messenger | mark lee : hey what hap...i just looked at it but didn't open the app. i continued cutting, i know this is wrong, but i can't help myself but do it.
jaemzenie : how is it if its socmed au ? should i go back to narrations or nah ? anyways, this story is almost ending so yeah idk. thanks for supporting this book, ly all, stay safe.
~jaemzenie
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playdate | johnny suh.
Romance❝ am I just a playdate to you ? ❞ -♡ -♡; status : c o m p l e t e d ✏️ -♡; TW // KINDA NSFW -©jaemzenie