Why

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Lying in the gym floor tired and worried of what she is going to say to him
Tanaka: YO you don't look so good you okay?
Suga: Yeah I'm fine just having a bad day
Asahi: you know you can talk to us where a team
Suga: yeah I know it just personal and I don't feel like talking about it
With that they just give me a look and walk way just when I though I could relax a little He comes

Daichi: hey I need your advice how should I ask her or should I just not ask her
Suga: No ask her out you've been looking at her for so long, if you don't ask her out then I just going to ask her out myself
Damn it, it's like if I am trying to hurt myself even more

Daichi: Yeah your right I should grow up asker her out I need to stop chickening out and I won't let you ask her out but how do I ask her
Suga: asker her out normally like have a nice conversation and before you guys leave each other stop her and asker out
No stop it stop giving him advice it's like I'm trying to make him slip away from me
Daichi: that's a good idea well got to go
Suga: BYE GOOD LUCK DONT CHICKEN OUT

Right when he left I feel water on my face falling down, I run to the bathroom before anyone could notice me I look at the mirror and... I'm crying I stare a little longer and I couldn't hold it a sod comes out of me but soon stopped by me coughing out flower petals that's it I lost him.

with that more flower petals coming out I'm so use to letting go but why is it so hard to find love again. I go to the toilet and throw up more flower petals tears running out of my eyes like it's the last day on earth or when you lost for love one... oh wait I lost... I lost my love
Hinata: hey Suga where are you the couch is looking for you
I try and hold my tears and talk like I normally do
Suga: I'm in the bathroom sorry my stomach just hurts probably from lunch
Hinata: oh yeah I know how that feels I feel like that all the time well I'll tell the coach

He leaves but I was hoping that he can help me make me feel better but... how can he. Love is meant to hurt you or make you feel complete but in my case love is hurting me... all I want is to feel loved, safe, find someone to make me feel complete, and say welcome home. I wonder do I have chances no not really well not anymore he's finding his love that's all that matters.

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