hanahaki disease (DaichixSugawara)

Accept it?

Yams: Here's some toilet paper and some water
Suga: Thank you I'm fine now you can go with the others

Yams: No you are not fine I know how it feels... coughing up petals for someone that doesn't love you back.... I have the same problem I thought I finally got rid of it but instead I think it got worse I don't know

Suga: y-you have the same problem...?

Yams: yes I like this boy... we get along very well but .... he likes another girl and I don't think I can compare to her the way she can make him smile showing a little bit of teeth while I could only make him smirk or  a smile that doesn't even show his teeth some times when I think about it.....

Before he could finish his sentence he stops and some tears come out and he pulls out a petal and a few moments later he starts coughing when I tell you I didn't feel
Lonely anymore but seeing it happen to someone it hurts me...this would happen if she didn't accepted him he would be in pain
Daichi would be in pain

Yams: I probably know what your think... seeing it happen to someone else it would hurts you more then it's going to hurt Daichi right I don't blame you for thinking that's because that's what I also though when I saw you

Suga: I-I tell me did I.... did I lose..... did I lose to her and now she has her string wrapped around his heart any moment any word can shatter his hurt and have the disease... I WISH I DIDNT LOSE IF I ONLY HAVE THE GUTS TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL maybe...maybe he wouldn't be hurt...if he was with me then there would be zero chances for him to get the disease but knowing that he doesn't love me back even tho he can fake it my disease would get worse

Yams: Tell me something have you ever thought about her feeling about if she does like him and isn't playing around maybe if she isn't using him, toying him maybe it's just are thoughts that makes us think this way

Suga: I would be lying if I said yes but why does it matter about her feeling she can find someone else to love why does it have to be him it could've been someone else maybe....she does know I have feeling for him maybe she's trying to get revenge on something I did

Yam: See everything you said was what I was talking about

Suga: NO.... NO I DONT BELIEVE IT.....DONT WANT TO BELIEVE THE MORE I THINK ABOU-

Yams: THEN STOP THINKING OF HER... stop believing you may have a chance

Suga: I do have a chance all I have to d-

Yams: NO NO YOU DONT... you don't have a chance the chance you had is already gone trust me... trust me I don't want to accept it either...me losing the boy I love to a girl that probably is playing can be using him as toy or may actually have feeling for him but...but love can be so blind.... all we can do it is watch.. watch them get hurt.. and watch us slowly dying of because we fell in love.🥀