LIBERATE YOURSELF

Sometimes It Is Good To Slow Down

Running, trying, fighting!
Still the journey is not over.
Moreover, I think I have just started.

Honestly it really feels exhausting and depressing sometimes.
How hard I try to keep myself happy all day by faking a smile, but at night it gets worse.

I have to have a secure future,I mean "successful ".
But they never see the failures to succeed.

Their expectations are too high but support is too less.
If I fail then I will be only notified by my mistakes and failures, all my accomplishments will disappear from their eyes for forever.

So,I decided to slow down and examine what I am doing right in the moment.

After my observations I am really offended with myself that -
I am trying to know myself with their eyes.
I am dwelling in the past and overthinking about my future.
I forgot to enjoy the 'little things' that bring happiness.
Not only I am sacrificing but also I am
being judged.
Most importantly, I say I am okay - but am I?

I know my questions are too hard to be answered and too strong to be felt.
Now, nobody can come and just motivate me in this journey again.

Being in this slow motion, I have also discovered one more thing - that it all comes from within.

I want to mould myself into me but the one that is more strong and better with a big heart. This is the moral of life after all.

I am back in the fight again but this time I am in an easy pace, there is nothing to hurry about.

I want to try everything in this earth, explore, live and enjoy the little things.
Cause I know the happiness lie in them.

I have made myself emotionally so strong that -
Now I respect my hardwork, my desires and my passion.
Even I respect my failures and my mistakes.

I have learnt that it  is not about existing, it is about living.
It's about giving the best whether I win or not.
It's about making others happy.
And then I feel the most worthy and peaceful.

At last I discovered that - Sometimes it is good to slow down.