Never Was, Never Will

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This oneshot was inspired by "Black" by Pearl Jam
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The sound of skin slapping, moans, and grunts are the only things heard throughout the building.

“I love you y/n” I mutter as my pace increases. Her moans are like a symphony. I could listen to it all day.

“I love you Jungkook. So much” another moans erupt from her mouth. Thrusting in and out I can’t help but open my eyes and look at the goddess under me. 

Gorgeous

Stunning

Ethereal

But my heart breaks. We shouldn’t be doing this. It’s wrong. We aren't each other. But we should be. 

Looking down at her once again my eyes fall on the ring on her hand. Taehyung

I’m snapped out of my thoughts as I feel her clench around me and she lets herself go. Feeling her, I let myself come too. Exhausted, I lay on top of her and she wraps her arms around me. Her hands in my hair. Seconds go by as we lay there, sucking in the moment. Knowing this could very well be our last time. Together. 

Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn’t I be the one to call her my wife? Why couldn’t I have been the one standing at the end of the altar next to her? Why does he have to be the one to wake up next to her? Every fucking morning. Why couldn’t I have just told her? Why did I have to be so late? I could have had her love. We could’ve been happy. But no.

Because that’s just how life is.

“I have to go Jungkook” No. I can’t let her go. I can’t lose her. But what can I do? She’s not my wife. She’s his wife. I lost her. And there’s nothing I can do. My world turned to black the moment she said yes to him. 

Time Skip

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life

I know you'll be a star in his sky, but why?

Why couldn’t it have been me?

Her round big doe eyes look at me. For one last time, she kisses me. Her lips, the ones I always loved. I hold her hand one last time before I hear the word I always dreaded to hear.

“Goodbye Jungkook”

Heartbreak

Tears

Black

I watch as she leaves the room. And I watch as she leaves my life. My heartbreaks and my knees give up on me as I fall to the ground. Sobbing

“Why?”
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"Pleasure Of Love Lasts But A Moment. Pain Of Love Lasts a Lifetime"
- Bette Davis

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