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Warning all of these chapter and all my books will most likely be unedited.

Josh pov

Its 12:00pm right now. Jaden's is still sleeping and I'm just laying here staring at the ceiling.

"I feel so gross. I'm so stupid. No one loves me. I don't deserve everything that I have. " I whisper to myself quietly.

Apparently Jaden's not sleeping because he hugs me.

"You aren't any of those things Josh. Your amazing and handsome and strong. And a bunch of people love you. Your fans love you. Your family loves you. Your friends love you. I love you so so so much Josh. And you deserve more then what you have. Ok?" Jaden says as I cry on his chest.

"Ok" I say.

He makes me feel so much better. He makes me so happy. I wish i could just tell him how much I love him. But I can't. I don't really feel like getting rejected. After a little bit Jaden starts acting kinda weird. He starts whining and playing with my rings on my hands which I don't mind but why is he whining and whimpering.

"Jae are you ok?" I ask.

He hums.

"Ok well I'm going to go take a shower" I say getting up.

I get pulled back down by Jaden. He clings to me and hides his face on my neck.

"no dadda stay" he says.

"Ok" I say...wait. what.

Why'd he call me dadda. Should I ask him. I don't know. Maybe it was a accident and he didn't mean to. But he said it in like a little kid voice. I don't know.

"Why'd you talk like that jae" I ask softly.

"Griffys expwain like he did with blakey. Jaden says.

Jaden's pov
When he was going into his headspace

Josh being sad makes me sad causing me to slip into my headspace. I try to fight it but the more I think about how he's sad and what happened to him I can't help it anymore. I don't care anymore. I let myself slip into my headspace.

Josh's pov

"Ok let's go get him" I say.

I think I know what he is. A little. I don't know a lot about them but the only reason I know is from reading wattpad fanfics with me and Jaden and in some of them hes a little. Maybe he actually is one. If he is thats so cuteee. We go to griffins bedroom and I knock on the door. He opens his door.

"Hey guys what's up" he says.

"You expwain to joshie what you tell bwakey" Jaden says.

"Ok come on Blake." Griffin says.

"Coming" Blake says.

We all go to Jaden's bedroom and Blake plays with Jaden while Griffin explains it to me.

"So do you understand it" Griffin asks me after he explains it.

"Yes" I say

"Ok what do you think about it" Griffin says.

"That's ADORABLE" I say in awe.

Griffin laughs and we all play with Jaden.

"Are you ok watching him on your own. Me and Blake are going on a date" Griffin says.

"Yes and have fun"

"Thanks" Blake says.

"Wait what since when are we going on a date" Blake says now realizing what Griffin said.