Black Ribbon (Muke)

Day One

Hello! Maria here, this is my first muke story so I'm sorry if it's shit.
Just a warning, there might be some triggers in here so yeah be careful ♥
~ M

Day one,

Dear Ashton,

It's been two days since you left.

My therapist keeps saying this is normal. To miss you this much.

But I can't stop thinking about that night... 

I keep getting nightmares and memories of you standing on the edge of the bridge. I was crying, pleading for you not to jump... You told me to go home but I didn't. I grabbed your hand, and told you to come home with me, to get off this stupid bridge and come home. You shook your head, pulling your hand away from mine. Then you were gone. I called 000, I ran down the path, and down the riverbank, to where you had hit the rocks, not the water. You were crying and there was blood running down your face. By the time the ambulance had come you were gone... Why'd you leave me Ashton?

I loved you and you loved me!

xx, Mikey