Ophelia [a.m]

𝖆𝖈𝖙 𝖎𝖎

My heart breaks every time I look at you. For I know, despite all my wishes, I cannot have you.

No matter how much I just want to hold your hand, or simply say hello.

Abraxas we are two burning stars hurtling towards one another, destined to crash in horrific beauty that'll leave an imprint in the cosmos.

I fear one of us will lose our light in the end, wilting into a dying star.

Then again, aren't they the most beautiful?

I've been dragged beneath the waves you've set upon me for what has felt like an eternity.

I am drowning.

I've always been drowning.

And you, you've always been near, so close to saving me, but neither of us can seem to break through the surface.

My tears aren't my anguish, if anything they're my solace.

Despite the bitter coldness of my new reality in the water the tears are warm on my skin I so desperately wish you'd kiss.

I am human.

And I am yours.

If only you knew.