"Hey Shitass, Wanna Kiss?" Shitass x Reader!

Dear Diary..

Dear diary, Im starting to thing Shitass isn't that bad. I have been feeling a bit weird around him,, I feel all warm and flustered, butterflies in my stomach. He is just so handsome.. his eyes are so pretty.. his smile in gorgeous.. he makes me feel safe and happy. They way his eyes shine makes me feel dizzy. I just want to kiss him.. but at the same time, Im not supposed to feel this way. We are supposed to be competitors against eachother, not lovers.