The cold air, wind hitting him hard with his rosy cheeks. Phil told him earlier that he couldn't come pick him up after class, Techno was far too busy with his homework to even glance at him and Wilbur was always gone with his friends. The assholes at school bullying Tommy with no care about the consequences. It always started with words, the insults didn't hurt at all in the beginning, he knew they were just thinking to plague his mind with such thoughts. He felt like those words were true now, he didn't deserve anything with everyone being better and the high expectation he is never able to reach. He felt like nothing but a problem, they were right, he was only a waste of time. It didn't help that Tommy and his brothers would argue non-stop, with Phil always siding with his brothers.
His chest tightens, the pain pinging at his heart with his eyes now filling with tears. Packing his bags, shoving his clothes, water bottles and money that could last a week. They were already struggling financially, what was the point of him even being there if he caused such a problem.
He started to head to school, was it even worth going to at this point, no one cared for him there and they would just hurt him more there, no where was safe. Leaving the house, the cold air, wind hitting him hard with his rosy cheeks. The bus coming close to a stop, did he really want to do this, was it worth it, leaving everything behind. Of course, he had nothing with him only thinking I deserve the worse to come. His phone ringing, messages coming up with the question "Where are you?" He couldn't stand it, shutting down his phone, not being able to stand watching the messages pop up.
Phil: Wil, have you seen Tommy?
Phil getting a call about Tommy not being a school worried him, had Tommy skipped he thought and pulled it out to text Wilbur to see if he had an idea of where Tommy was.
Wil: No, why?
Phil: He wasn't at school at all today.
Wil: I'll messaged him and Techno
Wil: Have you seen Tommy
Techno: Not since the morning, why?
Getting on the bus, fear and panic filling his body, he had the money for the bus ride, he didn't know where he was going, but was sure it was far away from this hell hole. Sitting down next to a window, his teary eye reflection staring back at him, turing his phone back on, miss calls from his brothers, the bus beginning to move, biting his lip and his soft sobs coming from him being heard from the front of the bus, he should have been stronger but turns out I can't but for a different reason now.
"Will I made a new friend at school today!" Tubbo yelled happily, a bright smile on his face, his eyes sparkling with joy. Techno and Phil look up at him, Tubbo reminds them so much of Tommy, 3 years had already gone by, no sight of Tommy but it seemed alright. It still hurts but they can move on with time. " Oh, Really what's their name?" Wilbur had said, with a smile on his face.
"His name is Tommy"
