I'm just both (Larry/Larcel)

Chapter 22

I wake up to my boyfriends beautiful face

"Morning baby" I smile my voice slightly raspy

"Morning I have school today" he pouts

"Its ok baby" I say playing with his hair and looking into his crystal eyes "Haz I really like your 'I cant change' tattoo its deep" Lou looks at my wrist

"Thanks we got to get you a tattoo boo" I say kissing his forehead

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Today the school day has been extremely slow and I finally have my last period class gym which Lou is in

Usually I love to see Lou but I'm afraid that if I'm around him any longer I end up pushing him against a wall and mouth fucking him

I go to gym get dressed and go to use the bathroom before class and while everyone gets dressed. Im washing my hands when I mistakenly squirt soap in my eyes

"Fuck fuck fuck" I yell a little loud thank god everyones already out

I take my contacts out and my eyes burn so badly that I make a decision to leave them out

'If I can stay away from having eye contact with anyone then I'm good'
I think to myself

I walk out into the gym with my shorts and long sleeve gym shirt hiding my tattoos

Suddenly I see Lou running toward me which he does ever since I started hanging out with his group

"Whats up Marcy" he says calling me my nickname

"Nothing just a little tired" I lie so I can keep my head down

"Awww its ok Lou bear is here" he yells happily while hugging me

My stomach erupts with butterfly's just wanting to kiss him

"Ok class we will be playing a little footie the weathers nice and I think its can be fun" he says while all the girls groan

We go out side and I'm first to play and so is Lou

We are set on opposing teams and I know I'm really good but for Marcels good I have to pretend I suck

The match starts and I act clueless while my team yells at me what to do and I follow at one point I get the ball and just think 'fuck it'

I run with the ball spinning around everyone making it in the goal

There are yells from my team all jumping on me

I shyly smile

"That was amazing Marcy!!!" I hear a yell running toward me I turn to see a super happy Louis running toward me making me start to scream and then he jumps on me

We both fall with an 'umf' Making me laugh a little
"Wow your eyes are green they look like..." And then He stops and we stair into each others eyes

I bite my lips probably making a dimple mistakenly pop on my face

"Lou you child he's not on our team" One of the boys say

Lou gets up and walks away

The rest of the game he stairs at me and it scares me

We finally finish and go in to change I sit in the locker room with my face in my hands waiting for everyone to leave so I can get dressed

I get changed quick and when I'm done three of my bully's that aren't Zayn come for me

They take me by the neck and dunk my head in the toilet almost drowning me and then leave calling me the regular horrible names

If I would fight back I would hurt them to the point of death and then be noticed
I sit there crying and doubting my life

"O my god what happened Marcel" I here Lou of coarse

"N-nothing"

Lou looks at me for a while touching my face while I look away, he starts shaking his head and looks down and a couple seconds later grabs my wrist and looks at the words 'I cant change'
And then touches my now curly hair a tear rolling down his face

I know what he just realized

"How could you?" his voice cracks