Show me the way

XXXI: Wishful thinking

It was late in the evening. Kakashi had checked into a hotel room. Only an hour after Shizuka's departure he had left as well, alone, since there shouldn't be any dangers during this mission. He was tired, even though the travels hadn't been bad, but that didn't diminish his motivation.

He was near Tsunade. They'd meet tomorrow for sure, leaving Kakashi quite nervous. Kakashi was wrecking his brain trying to find the right way to entice her to come with him. He doubted just asking her for medical aid would be sufficient. Despite his nerves, he tried to settle for the night, hoping it would all go over a lot smoother than expected. He was restless, tossing and turning until eventually, sleep did come.

It wasn't even dawn when Kakashi woke again, feeling a pair of eyes boring into him relentlessly, but it wasn't unsettling. It felt familiar and comfortable. He turned so he'd be facing the door and slowly opened his eyes. Light was flooding into the room from the hallway, causing the figure in the doorway to be surrounded by light, but obscured the face in shadows. It didn't matter. Kakashi knew the silhouette anywhere and couldn't help the smile pulling at his lips. Shizuka...

Kakashi sat up. The sight sent a thrill through his body. Something was different. Something was off, but he didn't care about that. Shizuka was here, and that's all he cared about. Maybe they could go to Tsunade together, and have her help Shizuka right there!

Shizuka stepped into the room. His natural sway was graceful, his footsteps silent. Kakashi swallowed hard as he watched Shizuka move, get closer. It was a sight he'd never get tired of. Too bad the haori Shizuka wore obscured his shape further. If it was up to Kakashi, Shizuka would be donned in much more form-fitting clothing. "

"Hello, Kakashi." Shizuka said. There was a smile on his face as he spoke, watching Kakashi's eyes widen in amazement at the few words he spoke. Kakashi shot up from the bed and stood before Shizuka in a second. He cupped Shizuka's cheek and touched his throat with his other hand. "What? How? What happened, when did?" He wasn't coherent, but he was happy. He was smiling like an idiot and almost felt tears with how happy he was. That voice. It was so smooth and calming with just an edge of a tease, exactly like how he imagined it in his dreams. He wanted to hear more of it. It gave him goosebumps.

Instead of answering, instead of letting Kakashi hear his voice again, Shizuka just smiled and kissed Kakashi. Shizuka gave a small chuckle when he elicited a moan from Kakashi. He managed to back Kakashi up all the way to the bed without breaking the kiss. Kakashi sat down and Shizuka kneeled before him, still kissing. With effort, Kakashi broke the kiss. "How are you able to talk? What happened?"

Another smile from Shizuka. "Don't ask, it's a long story." Shizuka connected their lips again and began tugging at Kakashi's clothing, making it quite obvious what he wanted.

Again Kakashi broke the kiss. "How did you know where I was? Weren't you on a mission yourself?" He asked.

Shizuka shook his head and leaned in for a kiss again, but Kakashi brought his hand up and stopped Shizuka. "So you somehow got your voice back, and now you won't talk to me?" Again he felt like something was off, but Shizuka's lust-filled eyes easily cancelled out Kakashi's last remaining strands of awareness. He didn't care anymore.

This time Shizuka's answer was more a smirk that a smile. "If you want to hear more of my voice..." He whispered, leaning in close to Kakashi's ear. "You'll have to make me scream..." Shizuka whispered. The fiery look in Shizuka's eyes made Kakashi blush such a deep red it would be almost visible through his mask. When Shizuka bit his lip, let his eyes wander to Kakashi's crotch and started fiddling with Kakashi's pants. Deft fingers grazed Kakashi's skin in the process. The smug smile Shizuka gave him when he succeeded was almost too much for Kakashi.

Shizuka only glanced up at Kakashi quickly, a sign of being impressed in his eyes, before he took Kakashi in his mouth. Shizuka's tongue moved skillfully and Kakashi buried his hands in Shizuka's hair. "Oh, God, Shizuka!" Kakashi all but moaned out. He was struggling to remain sitting upright and placed a hand behind him for support, tossing his head back. The hot sensation around him send shocks through his body and he felt defenceless and powerless under Shizuka's touch. The way Shizuka's mouth massaged him felt so incredibly good... He wasn't going to last long, and Shizuka seemed to know that perfectly well with his relentless moves.

Kakashi moaned loudly, and looked back down at Shizuka. It was when Shizuka looked back up at him that the world suddenly morphed around him and he was staring at a boring white ceiling, an annoyingly alarm clock blaring next to him and an obvious problem in his nether region. His chest was heaving for breath and cold sweat clung to his body.

Kakashi picked up the pillow next to him and pressed it against his face. "Goddamnit, I need to do something about this!" He yelled into the pillow. Frustration was coursing through his veins as the thrill of the dream slowly ebbed away, almost forgotten like any other dream, but still very potent.

He sighed and sat up. This wasn't the first dream. Many of the nights he didn't spend next to Shizuka were tormented by unsatisfied pleasure like this. Hell, he'd have to admit lately also the nights he did spend with Shizuka weren't clear of these dreams. But it was the first with Shizuka actually talking. Of everything in the dream that was by far the best part, though he wasn't against the rest someday becoming truth. He couldn't wait for the moment when Shizuka would really speak to him. Would his voice be anything like it was in his dream? But no matter how it sounded, Kakashi knew it would be perfect.

He wondered how Shizuka would react if he actually pushed their relationship further in this direction...

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