Because Asahi is my favorite character ever and there isn't enough appreciation for my baby boy I decided to write this book hope you enjoy it
Requests open for scenarios but I don't write nsfw
Tw: this chapter contains a depression episode so if this is triggering for you don't read it, i am currently writing a fluff chapter so you could wait for it
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You slowly opened your eyes to the sun going through the window and the curtains, your room was still dark but the sun helped you see
As if it matters
Because you woke up to this feeling again, you hated that so much you hated how empty you felt on some days but you can't help it
Because as soon as you opened your eyes you wished you closed them and didn't open them again for the day
But you couldn't sleep so you were left to your thoughts
You could've done better He's probably bored of you They don't like being your friend They don't listen What does your future hold for you You won't be able to achieve what you want You're not important
You curled into a ball letting all these thoughts eat you alive and not minding at all because after moments they would stop leaving you empty minded
Blank
Nothing to think about, nothing to look at, nothing to do, Nothing
And you didn't mind
You could lie on bed all day staring at no where and doing nothing at all it didn't matter
Because today wasn't your day
And you did because you heard the door close which means your husband was back from work you wanted to get up so bad you didn't want him to worry about you but you couldn't
Your body nor your mind would let you
Without you noticing the door to your room was already open you didn't have to look at your husband to know that he has soft expression mixed with a little worry because no matter how many times you got this episode he'd always be worried
He climbed into bed next to you and hugged you from behind he planted a kiss on your cheek before he rested his head on your shoulder
"Another bad day love?" His voice was deep and full of concern for you so you couldn't help but feel so bad "I'm sorry Asahi" you finally started gaining yourself back you felt your heart ache so much and the tears were quickly to form into your eyes "Don't apologise y/n it's not your fault you can't control it I will be here for you each and every time ready to hold you until you feel good" "I am sorry I don't deserve you" you started sobbing your body was shaking so Asahi held you tighter "Shh don't say that love I am the one who doesn't deserve you" his hand ran through your hair as he held you tighter with the other hand pulling you closer to him and whispering sweet nothings to you which made you calm down
He knew so well how to fix you, how to help you through all this, how to make you feel better that's why you loved him even more than you did
Asahi turned you around so you were facing each other now
"Now how about we go make dinner together does that sound good" you nodded smiling as he wiped away your tears
Asahi took your hand and waited for you to get off the bed then he took you to the kitchen to make your dinner
You will always be thankful that you got a loving and understanding husband like him and you will always love him so much for that
----------- Soo that was this chapter It was a bit dark i am sorry but i go through this somedays and i have to act like i am ok for my family so i wanted you to know you're not alone If you have depression episodes or depression in general i want you to know that you are vaild, you're loved and important don't think otherwise and thank you for still being here and being strong♥️ On another note i'm currently writing a fluff i started it before this actually but it's long so i still haven't finished it i'll try to get it done today and post it
