Asahi Azumane oneshots

Thoughts and feelings

On one evening from the many evenings you share with Asahi you were at his house waiting for him to get out of the shower as you look at his biology notes knowing what you'll have to go through today

It was regular that you go by Asahi's house have dinner with him and his family then hang out until your parents get home

You were ok with spending time alone but Asahi and his mom had different opinions and since you live down the streets from him Asahi picks you up on his way from volleyball practice so you can go to his place together

Sometimes you wait for him at school but other times you like to go back take a shower and go through your homework just like today especially that you're helping him stidy you wanted to have studied in prior so you can focus on helping him

"Sorry was I late?" Asahi said walking in his room with a towel on his shoulders to keep his hair from damping his shirt

"No I was just going through the notes and everything"
"Ok let me just do my hair then we can start"
"Let me do it for you"
"What?" His question took you by surprise and made you realize what you just said so you repeated your sentence again with heat on your face and ears this time
"I want to do it for you i mean if that's ok of course"
"Oh it's ok.. yeah yeah it's ok let me just grab the stuff you'll need"
"Ok"

And as if suffering from being teens facing so many changes isn't enough you were now having and explosion of feelings and emotions that you can't name in your stomach and your heart was racing so much as you ran your fingers through Asahi's hair applying the cream on it and Asahi was having his own battel with feelings and anxiety as well

And even though this was so new and weird and complicated for you two to understand you wanted to stay like this forver you wanted to keep this intimate moment and engrave it in your brains

Just like the hand brushing as you walk to and from Asahi's house and the warm feeling when you hear his laugh or see his smile and the way your heart dances whenever you hear him say your name and his hugs whenever he wins a match then apologises after yet still doing it everytime

Every moment you spend with Asahi you want to keep forever and everyday you went home it made you stay awake all night trying to understand what is this and why is it happening but no use

Unfortunately as everything good in life the moment came to an end as you finished brushing his hair and made it into a low bun and you started working on his studies

Asahi's rarely the one who doesn't pay attention but today was different you felt him getting distracted all the time and looking at you more than paying attention and you had to repeat yourself more than once

"I am sorry y/n can you say this part again"
"Is everything alright Asahi? You keep getting distracted today"
"Yeah yeah i am sorry about that"
"We can stop for today if you want"
"No it's ok let's continue I'll try to focus"
"If something's bothering you we can talk about it"
"It's just that I saw Daichi and Suga kissing today" Asahi seemed nervous as he talked rubbing the back of his head
"Oh that's cute I always thought they'd end up together but why is it keeping you distracted did you have an eye on any of them?" You nudged asahi on his side chuckling

"No no i didn't mean it like that" Asahi waved his hands in front of him "it just got me thinking about stuff"
"About stuff?"
"Y..yeah I mean the first kiss and all that"
"Oh.."
"Umm what I mean to say is y/n did you have your first kiss?"
Asahi was playing with his fingers as he slowly looked at you his face and tips of his ears were red and you were pretty sure that your face matched his right now you cleared your throat fearing how your voice will come out hopefully not shaky or weird
"No I haven't I..I don't know how to anyway, did you have your first kiss Asahi?"

Even though Asahi should have expected it having asked this question first but still his face turned into a deeper red shade

"No but I think it's kind of easy you know you just close your eyes and press your lips together but I really don't know where the teeth would go maybe I have to ask Suga or Daichi about it" Asahi chuckled

Your anxiety always stopped you from doing the simplest things but somehow it disappears when you're with Asahi that's why you got closer to Asahi heart beating so fast but nit fast enough to stop you and without much thinking you were now face to face with Asahi
"You mean like this" you said as you gently pressed your lips against Asahi in a swift quick motion and pulled away

So that's what you feeling

And now was the time your mind went back to work and started to curse you for what you just did but before you could register anything happening you felt Asahi's lips on yours for a more passionate deep kiss this time his hand on your neck pulling your face closer and yours found thier way to Asahi's face cupping it that's until your teeth clashed that you two pulled away laughing

"We definitely need to ask about the teeth" you said laughing and Asahi joined you you continued your studying but this time with you on Asahi's lap and his arms wrapped around you