Since you left my self Loathing has been souring. All because of another regretful morning. I'm waking up with someone who isn't you. Her eye ain't even fucking blue. She can't even look at me the way you use too... That's a lie, but it helps me sleep at night.Missing your good morning texts. Jerking off to your old sexts. I pretend she's you everytime. How the fuck did I find myself here.
Burying you with my demons, but God damn this fight. I do whatever I have to, to sleep at night. 2 pills in and a bottle deep. Discovering my tolerance is too steep. I'd be lying if I said I'm not trying to die. Baby girl I've missed you since your suicide.
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Angel (Hates) Loves A Sinner.❣️ (The Overdose Chronicles) (Complete.)
PoetryBad poems. They aren't shitty poems, the content in the poems are bad. 18+ graphic content. You should get help if you're struggling with mental health and/or drug addiction. It does get better. All poems are real and based on my actual life. Things...