My Safe World (Art And Poem Book)

#3

This song is called trust issues. I had originally written it about how you feel when someone who you thought loved you leaves you alone in your darkest moment.
It is now a song for my book 'The King Who Never Knew' about Chase feeling alone and hiding a part of himself because of his mother.

Trust issues
Do you want me dead,
'Cause I know I did,
I gave you my heart,
You went and ripped it out

Was I that hated
That you just got up and left,
You knew I would break
But you didn't stay you
left me
you left me with this trust issues

I smile big
while my eyes may glisten
Smiling till it hurts
Till I finally burst

I tried my best
But I was never good enough
So you left me
So you left me witth these fake smiles

It hurts that you did not stay
You left me
You left me with these trust issues.

Move on, move away,
That's what I say to myself
Each morning and every night
Like an anthem in my mind

Every night I cry
When I see you in my mind
I move away, I'm still trapped
'Cause you got up aand left

You left me in this prison
You left me for those dark thoughts to consume

You never stayed
You just left me
You left mme with my trust issues

I just want someone
Someone who knew me
I wanted someone to be my home
But everyone close to me
They seem to leave

Everytime someone comes close
I start to doubt
I leave them out

'Cause you left me wotth all this pain
'Cause you didnt treat me right

You left me wotth these undreied tears
You just left me with my issues
My trust issues
These trust issues

I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
But you just ripped them apart
What did I do
I'll never know

You just left me
You left me with these scars running up my arms
You left me with these fake smiles
You left me in this prison called my mind
'Cause you left me with these dark thoughts of mine

You left me with my trust issues
These dark thoughts, these permanent scares
You left me with my trust issues.