its been different lately, I mean it was mid January and I hated myself more now than ever, why and how was I such a bitch? at first, I broke off with y/n because I had unsure feelings, but all along I just didn't know what I wanted. with social media and everything it's just all been stressful so I don't even know who I am anymore.
I don't recognize myself
i got with liya 3 weeks after I broke up with y/n, all because at that time I was head empty no thought, and she came out of nowhere and somehow we ended up together. she was kind and everything but now, I don't even know what I feel towards her. my friends all say shes using me and whatever.
"hey baby" liya cam up to me and sat on my lap facing me with what looked like a pouty face. she leaned in and started leaving kisses on my neck when I stopped her, "hey look, liya I'm not in the mood okay" I said as I slightly moved her head out of my neck.
"what the fuck is up with you"
"what? liya, I just said I wasn't in the mood, I'm tired! that's it" I said confused on why she was pissed off, I'm not her little doll.
"ah you're tired, mhm okay. I'm leaving now" she picked up her jacket and headed for the door, when I stood up, "where are you going?" I said with a tired sigh.
"to my house" she said as she turned around exiting the room. I didn't even hesitate to go and stop her.
I plopped down on my bed facing the ceiling, gosh I did really fuck it all up. how am I gonna be like, "hey? I kinda wanna rekindle things" when before winter break I said I needed a break.
I scrolled through Instagram, when I started typing her name, oh right she blocked me. so I went on my second one, and there she was, how did I let literal gold escape from me.
I mean if I was her I would never take me back, but hey? hope she understands me and where I'm coming from.
user1738_
hey
I started to type, but erased it thinking on not doing it. fuck it
user1738_
hey
sent
did I just text her hey hoping she would magically forget about what I did and fall into my arms? yeah, yeah I did.
not so long after she responded but with 3 question marks
user1738_
it's vinnie btw
yourusername
goodbye
user1738_
I just want to talk that's it
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CANNOT SEND MESSAGE DUE TO USERS PRIVACY SETTINGS
this wasn't going to be a very easy game was it.
L
IYA✨ IS CALLING
DECLINE ACCEPT
"he-"
"YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO FUCKING STOP ME?!" what was she talking about?
"you know what vincent cole harret, I'm done with this shit, my ex was better either ways"
"it's, it's hacker by the way-"
"FUCK OFF" liya screamed into the phone before she hung up. it didn't phase me, I mean we werent really meant for each other either ways. she didn't match the vibe.
y/ns pov
I heard the doorbell ring, and it had to be the pizza guy. I stood up from the comfy bed and searched for 20 bucks, ah there you are! "coming!" I said loudly, already excited about this pizza.
"here's the mone-"
someone's face crashed into me and I backed away immediately in severe confusion, "look I don't know what service you offer but I don't want it" I said with my eyes still closed wanting to avoid the awkward situation.
I opened them though, to see the one and only vincent.
"what the fuck are you doing here"
"look I came here to say everything I said was a MISTAKE!" I couldn't believe the words that were crawling out of this bitches mouth. he had the fucking audacity to say that when not so long ago this bitch decided to shatter my heart!
"a mistake! no no baby THAT WAS NOT A MISTAKE, A MISTAKE IS WOMEN GIVING BIRTH TO SHIT HEADS LIKE YOU" pushing with all my force vincent out of the house until he finally gave in and we were both outside,
"look, I wasn't myself that day and I just want us to be back!"
"you cannot be serious right now-"
"what's going on?"
you see this is why I wanted vinnie to leave, if he moved on with another girl, who said I didn't have the right to do so aswell.
"why'd you say he can't be serious?" alejandro questioned moving closer to me handing me the bag of target with what looked like snacks filled inside, "no it's just.." I said as I looked to Vinnie, seeing his face expression drop.
you see this is what I like to see, people getting done the same thing they did to me, his face was just like mine when I saw him with layah or liya whatever her name is.
"he just, didn't to his part in the, science project!" I said smiling to alejandro with a gulp, "ohhh makes sense, babe has the pizza arrived yet?"
"no not yet, but vincent was just leaving right vincent, right!" I said making me and alejandro head in the direction of the door.
"yeah, yeah" vinnie said
"Ayo man make sure you do that project!" alejandro turned before we headed inside laughing, vinnie didn't turn or say anything, he just headed for his car.
"I'll help you with the project babe, don't worry" alejandro said facing me as he opened the bag of Takis.
gosh I didn't deserve him
idea creds 🙀🙀: whorefor80s90s and drizzyhamid :)))
