I love her

My neighbor

Luna POV

Ever since I was little my family and my neighbors family would get along like the best of friends they had kids and well my family also had kids I remember that they had a boy and a girl and my family had my brother and me. I remember their names where Finneas O'Connell and Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell as to me and my brother his name is Diego Storm Ramirez as to mine it's just Luna Ramirez i know bitch it's basic but I like my name but I also dislike it in someways. Me and Billie where three years apart in age and as we all grew older they where homeschooled and well me and my brother would go to regular school Billie and my brother where the same age and my parents or should I say 'parent' always thought they where meant to be but it always mad me angry because I loved Billie ever since the day we met I got shy and went behind my mom and she was in front of hers she talked to me and said

Billie: Hi I'm Billie what's your name?

As I peaked out from behind my moms legs i saw her ocean blue eyes and I smiled and at the time I didn't speak so it was the first time I talked

Luna: Hhh...hi....my name is Luna.

My mom was so happy that I talked to Billie that she invited her for a sleep over but Billie's mom said no because Billie had a condition and she gets tick attacks my mom understood and invited them for dinner. I remember that they came over and I was in my room and Billie and her family came as my mom went to the door my mom opened it and I was again behind her legs because I was shy and as I again peaked my head I saw Billie and her ocean eyes I smiled grabbed Billie's hand and said

Luna: Can I have permission to take Billie to my room? Please.

Billie: Please mom

Billie's mom: Yeah go ahead Bil's.

As I was holding Billie's hand my brother came and said

Jesus: Hey Finneas hey Billie wanna come play in my room

Finneas: Yeah come on Billie

As Billie let's go of my hand and looked at me and went to go play with them as always I was left alone I looked at my mom and went to my room locked myself in there and flipped my whole room around and broke a lot of things everyone came to my room and it was locked and I started to cry after a few minutes I was asleep as my mom opened the door and everyone saw the drawing that I had drew before with me and Billie and saw how much I wanted her to be with me as everyone cleaned up my mom saw the notebook that I had that she told me I could draw and write what I felt since I didn't talk much she saw that I wanted Billie to not play with my brother and how much my brother takes all my friends. As I was still asleep Billie was tired and fell asleep in my bed as my mom asked her mom what to do when Billie has a tick attack I started to wake up and ate some food and Billie's mom apologized for Billie making me sad and I talked and said it was okay it wasn't her fault as I went back Billie woke up and I turned on my red light sat next to Billie she started to ask

B: why did you make a mess in your room?

L: it's because I was mad and sad.

B: well why are you mad and sad?

L: well I've never really talked to anybody but you and I wanted to play with you and my brother took you away.

B: I'm sorry it's my fault

L: no it's not it's okay I feel better anyways

As I put Billie on my chest and told her to go back to sleep when I had my nightmares my mom would hold me and use her pinky and rub it on my nose and started to do it to her and she fell asleep as I fell asleep as we where asleep I had a nightmare and started to scream I woke up Billie and she went to go get my mom

M: it's okay baby

As my mom started to rub my nose as I calmed down and went back to sleep

B: does that happen a lot

M: sadly yes it does Billie those's are like your tick attacks but differently

B: why do they happen

M: I don't know Billie that's why when she spoke to you I was surprised because she never spoke to anyone but you and when she spoke to you she became different like a different person

B: so do you think I can stay over here again

M: well Billie I have to ask you mother if she will let you but why do you want to stay.

B: because I feel bad because I didn't play with her yesterday and well I'm sleeping in her room and she helped me fall asleep

M: okay Billie just go to sleep cause you need sleep I don't want you to get any tick attacks

B: okay thank you goodnight 

Authors note hey y'all I'm starting slow ant then I'm going to go to the sexual content so if y'all read this and don't like it I'm sorry and comment any ideas y'all have for the next chapter. But I love you my babies and I hope y'all like the first chapter