Trust Me It Gets Better

Letting go

I wish I could tell you everything that happened after that night.

How many tears I shed, how many times my heart bled over and over again.

I was broken.

My whole world felt shattered.

You were my everything and I...I was merely a choice.

I wish I could tell you how much self destruction came afterwards. How worthless and lost I felt.

I wish I could tell you how much it hurt seeing you with her.

The only thing I can seem to say to you is that I am happy for you two...and really I am.

But it still hurts, a pain that I have never felt before or can't begin to explain.

I wish I could tell you how much you broke my heart...but no.

It's really not worth it.

So, I'm letting go.

-Ally Rutson

A/N: I know most likely nobody is reading this. And if you are then hello and thank you. I mostly wrote this for me. I just really needed to get it off my chest. I hope that you all are doing well.

If you ever need anybody to talk to, advice, a virtual hug, or even a meme. I'm here.

-Ally Rutson