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Part 2

"Oh Mother Catrina what is wrong with me?! Why was I burdened with this curse? Why now?" I asked the Almighty Mother Catrina, Goddess of our country and the first woman warrior. In all of Her glory, I knew that even She would never be able to cure me. I prayed to Mother Catrina, I prayed all the Gods I had learned of, "Mother Catrina! Save me as you can! I wish to forever be free! I wish to forever have my own life! I wish to forever serve you if that is what it takes to save me!" I asked them, prayed to them, it's like a nightly ritual now. "goddammit, SAVE ME! I need to e saved! I need to be free! I need to be a being other than this thing inside of me, Mother! Help!" I prayed over and over as I felt it get stronger. I ran over and shut the boulder in front of the cave

I could feel the blood thirst running up my body. From the gravelly ground to the tips of my split ends. It hurt, but it hurt so good. I felt it every night. I regretted having this blood curse set upon me by my ancestors. I hated it but loved the thrill at the same time. I loved how everything stopped for just a moment and I could feel like my self. Fully and whole. Yet with the biggest part missing. When I started having a relationship with Sam it filled a small portion of that hole caused by my bloodlust. "Dear Mother Catrina, make it so that I may be free! Make it so that I shall be me!" I screamed out as I felt it take over. It controlled me now. My mind flooded with thoughts of stealing the life force from those who were not cursed as I was. 

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