I Trust You

chapter 17

Jade returned to the sex shop with much higher hopes of buying things. She walks around the store and starts picking things off the walls such as a flogger, a paddle, a ball, and even a collar. Jade thought that after talking to her sister, this would make her feel better, but unfortunately, it wasn't. She could not believe the words that came out of Destiny's mouth. Her own sister calling her a user really made her feel disgusted and ashamed. What made her feel even worse is that her dominant behavior could be the reason why she's not approachable to any guy.

"She's wrong Jade. You're not a user." She thought to herself.

She walks to the femdom wardrobe section and she starts feeling on the leathery material just imagining herself in those clothes knowing that it would give her that boost of confidence that she's been trying to gain after what happened with Samuel. But after talking to Destiny, it seems that she's had a very long way to go.

"What is wrong with me?" Jade asked herself.

"I'm sure nothing's wrong with you." A voice said.

Jade turns around a sees a woman who was about in her mid-30s. She was about 5'9 almost 5'10 with the tall blue heeled boots she had on. She had dark skin, long sleek black hair with blue highlights. She was wearing and black tube top with blue leather pants. She even had her entire left arm covered with tattoos and also had a lip ring.

"Sorry, I was talking to myself wasn't I?" Jade asked.

"Hey, don't sweat it! I do it all the time and I don't care who's watching. So what's going with you? If you don't mind me asking." The woman said.

"It's nothing really. Just wanted to do some shopping, that's all." Jade said.

"I can see that, but you asked yourself what's wrong with you. Everything okay? I mean I know I might be a stranger to you but it seems that we have something in common already." The woman said.

"How do you know that?" Jade asked.

"We're in the femdom wardrobe section silly! So, femdom to femdom, what's been getting you down?" The woman asked.

"Well....you see, I was already here about 2 hours ago but then when I was home, I was on a phone call with my sister and I told her that I wanted to buy stuff from this store and long story short, she thinks that this whole femdom attitude that I have is a phase and I'll just scare men off with the way I'm acting. So, that made me feel highly insecure and I came back here to actually buy stuff to make me feel better." Jade said.

"Honey, I can assure you that it's not a silly phase. You like what you like and nobody can change that. And believe it or not, virgins are most likely to have lots of kinks even though they've never done it before." The woman said.

"How the hell you know I was a virgin?" Jade asked with a chuckle.

"Because why would you feel sad about what your sister said if you've already dominated a man before?" The woman asked with a wink.

"Well, that's true. I probably would've brushed it off my shoulder if I was experienced but sadly I'm not." Jade said.

"Listen, sweetheart, I know exactly how you feel. I know what it's like to be kink shamed by people that you thought would understand you. I went through the same thing. It's actually still happening now." The woman said.

"How?" Jade asked.

"I don't wanna talk too much but let's just say my family was not happy with me being a dominatrix. They think I'm an abusive sexual freak that hurts people and I know that's not true. I just keep doing what I'm doing because, at the end of the day, they're not living my life. I am." The woman said.

"Wow, you're actually a dominatrix?" Jade asked.

"Yeah, is that what you wanted to do?" The woman asked.

"Not really. I just want a submissive boyfriend. Do I sound crazy for wanting that?" Jade asked.

"Not at all! I totally get it. And I promise you, you're gonna find your dream submissive man that would be willing to let you take control. And obviously, we both know that him being submissive does not make him less of a man and you being dominant does not make you less of a woman and it does not make you a monster. They don't get us. They'll never get us." The woman said.

"You know...talking to you really made me feel better," Jade said.

"I'm glad that I can make you feel better. Should've mentioned this earlier but I actually mentor women that want to be a dominatrix. And I know that you don't want to be one, but maybe I can be your dating coach. I can probably teach you ways how to find the perfect submissive boyfriend." The woman said.

"A dominatrix who is also a dating coach. I feel like we were meant to bump into each other." Jade said with a laugh.

"And I'm glad that we did because I can already tell that you're gonna need that extra pep in your step." The woman said.

"Well, how can I keep in touch with you?" Jade asked.

The woman goes into her purse and pulls out a card and hands it to Jade.

"All of my contact info is on there. If you wanna call me or visit me at my office you know where to find me." The woman said.

"Thank you so much, ma'am," Jade said.

"Please, call me Cleo. And don't worry about your stuff, I'll pay for it." The woman said.

Cleo and Jade both go up to the cash register and Cleo pays for their stuff. They walk out of the store and while Cleo walks to her car, Jade calls for her.

"Thank you, Cleo! You have been so kind to me!" Jade said.

"You're welcome, sweetie! And this is only the beginning of your journey! So call me or visit me when you need to!" Cleo said.

"Will do! Bye!" Jade said.

Cleo gets into her car and drives off. Jade watches her disappear from her sight and thought to herself that she might've made a new friend in Cleo.

Meet Cleo! What do you think of her? Will she be helpful or not? In all honesty, I need a mentor like Cleo lol. Anyways, finals week is here and I wanna die! But hey, that means more chapters are coming your way! Get excited and stayed tuned!
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