HE HATED HOW HE COULDN'T VOCALISE HIS THOUGHTS--- being gifted with an ability such as commanding was something some people might find useful. it is indeed useful but for a man such as toge, he considered it a curse. oh he very much understood how he can't say anything but onigiri ingredients, he hated how misunderstandings were always caused because of that.
his ability, you see, was said to be incredibly power if used properly. although toge had been working incredibly hard to polish himself and his ability, there were times he wished he hasn't. plenty and plenty of times where he wished he could just speak normally instead of saying onigiri ingredients.
perhaps the main reason of his change of heart was you. toge wasn't really the type of person to talk much so having this ability isn't much of a big deal; but ever since he met you, things have been different in any and every sort of way possible.
he never knew it was possible to get butterflies in his chest, nor did he knew that it was possible to feel a jittery whenever he's around you. it was something he was quite confused with and after talking, or rather, typing things out with maki; he figured that this problem is what they call a, "crush"
albeit having no one but maki know about his feelings, he still feels paralyzed at times. he feels as if the whole world already knows and even if they did, he can't be able to say anything or make excuses. just— onigiri ingredients.
misunderstandings are often created with you, too. one time, you had asked him if he liked maki and being the panicky guy that he is, thought that you were trying to start a conversation because you knew he liked you. and you being the idiot that you are, misinterpreted his red face and assumed that he liked maki. it was a completely difficult problem to fix but nonetheless, he was able to type things out with you.
now that his feelings are growing stronger than ever, toge did not know what to do but to ceaselessly avoid you in fear of letting the feeling grow. he wasn't about to risk the friendship the both of you had just because of his stupid feelings; so he thought.
today, was the fifth day since he'd been avoiding you. you've noticed for a while now but decided not to say anything for two days, making sure he wasn't just having a bad day.
but after those two days have passed, you found him acting weird and all around the place. he'd flinch whenever he heard your name as he buried his head in his jacket and hastily make his way towards anywhere that wasn't inhabited by you. you felt worried, of course for you thought that everything was going so well with your relationship. have you blabbered a bit too much information to him?
