Wednsday, November 18, 2020

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So, my sister doesn't have Wattpad, but today's her 14th bday! Woohoo! Sadly I won't get to see her tho bcs she is at her other house... 😔 But she will get a party here next weekend!

Also super random I woke up this morning to my mom in my room? She don't know I was awake and idk if I should confront her... I think she was on my phone so I need to hide my avian stuff better...

Actual update:

So like I said last night we were watching a movie and I wasn't even thinking about wings then but all of a sudden I had crazy phantom wings and they were like flapping frantically like they were trying to get me off the ground. I felt like I could jump and touch the ceiling but I couldn't, and that's never happened before. I literally was only thinking about the movie and stuff. It wasn't like I tried to make myself have phantom wings either (which I don't do I'm pretty sure it's bad to push yourself).

Side effects:

- whole body aches

- constantly being cold

- weird hand thing (also if anyone knows about this or can help me pls do so)

- stuffy nose (I tested negative for covid so that's not it. I remember reading that you start feeling kinda feverish so that might be it)

- adrenaline rushes

- tunnel vision

- great hearing? I have had better hearing since I originally started trying to do this in March (before I had Wattpad and before I knew how it actually worked and how to do it, I was relying solely on spells 😅)

Okay I think that's all byeeeee also if you have any suggestions for things I can do please lmk!

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