October

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     The coin sunk to the bottom, lost beneath the blue

nestled between wishes.

The ones that don't come true.

It's been years, I should have forgotten

What was pleasant is now rotten

But even now, I think of you

      If I close my eyes I see you

You were just a little boy

With curly hair and messed up glasses

The source of all my joy

Passing notes and skipping classes

I hear our laughter in the wind

Then I open them again

And oh, my head, it starts to spin.

     In the garden, when you told me that I'd never be alone

I was sixteen, I knew nothing, I thought I had found a home


       I remember, in October, holding hands at the County fair

There was laughter

There was silence

And golden leaves stuck in your hair


      But October doesnt end

It lives forever in my chest

My dreams hold laughter

They hold silence

In my mind you never left

December came too soon

And I was there all by myself

Staring at the moon

Another book upon your shelf



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My favorite season has always been autumn and I think it would be a magnificent time to be in love, but autumn is also the moment before death, before winter when all is still, so that love would not likely last.



Note: the absolutely gorgeous painting at the top is by Howard Rosenthal a Dreamstime.com

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