im so mad and so happy at the same time

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this year i achieved my goal of being more social! but also i look like a different person than i did last year at a new school so maybe that's why ppl are treating me so nice and trying to talk to me?

this was the worst year for me to stop looking like a child though because the pandemic limits the new experiences i unlocked

i met a whole bunch of new people at my new school and we are just all just one giant friend group who i absolutely love. the thing is i don't know them as well as id like to because the only times we can hang out are at lunch or after school but now it's too cold so can't see each other as much anymore. my school has thousands of people so i don't have any classes with them 😔

the pandemic is really ruining my high school experience 😭

if there was no pandemic id be going to parties and meeting new people and doing movie nights with my friends and sneaking out at night to go sledding. id have a job and id be going out every weekend or maybe even every day

but good news i made this friend who i love so much omggg

we talk for hours and time seems to go by so fast. we texted for 9 hours yesterday and she makes me smile so muchhhh! ive never connected that much with someone before so that's super exciting!

and our mbti (personality type) and zodiac sign are both super compatible and are the ideal types for one another! (im an infj cancer and she's an enfp virgo)

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