My little sis called me fat.i still remember what she said.then I got angry so I tell her to eat (which is wrong! Don't do the same mistakes as me!) And my sis (another one) defended her.why she defended her and not me? She called me fat.she said nothing about it.my pillow is wet from crying (again) I wish somebody could understand me and love me.sadly that will never happen.i disappointed a lot of idols especially chan and itzy.im sorry.i couldn't love myself.i don't wanna eat.i want to lose weight but my mom will be sad if I don't eat her food. She also will ask me a lot of questions. I don't want her to worry about me. I'm struggling to stay alive.
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fuck life
Randoma book to express my feeling that i kept in my mind.i swear a lot here just to let you know
