hi welcome to this third-edition random book!
sporadically producing useless things since 2020!
no real update schedule but when I'm in the mood to ramble somewhere y'all are probably gonna catch the fallout sorry
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ha i'm in my anxiety a lot and feeling like I want to hurt myself but like i'm gonna do it in a different way and also not actually gonna hurt my skin it ain't that im gonna do it while listening to the cotton eye joe Gregorian chant nightcore hardcore dubstep remix what the HELL am I doing This is HORRIBLE I am making an bad decision
Update 1. I had to leave it and not look anf go click cookie clicker angry and it said I clicked fast, I got an achievement. Gonna use this to Use this to get cookie clicker fast
Update 2. We're to the second cotton eye joe Gregorian chant nightcore hardcore dubstep remix. And I hurt so badly. I did feel like hurting today and this is fucking TORTURE. Hahahahah read it in gru's voice to help
Update 3. Why.
Update 4. IM GONNA NEED MORE COTTON EYE JOE REMIXES THIS IS PAIN
Update 5. I wanted to hurt myself and this doesn't leave physical marks but I'm literally tummy feels so BAD oh my gosh I hate this I hate it I hate it this is not.
Update 6. I wanna go apeshit (I sure hope this isn't giving any of y'all notifications a bunch I don't mean to spam)
Update 7. I have all the cotton eye joe remixes playing at the same time now, that's all that can be done, this is horrible why am I doing this to myself
Update 8. I think that maybe I will cry. I'm going feral y'all
Update 9. Cotton eye joe cotton eye joe let me peel off my eyebrows
Update 10. Bit off a chunk of my cheek this is UN-FUN I think I hurt myself
Update 11. I have to be a strong kiddo and deal with it sucker up and not get so fucking HURT I will have a will of steel I'm screaming this is the worst why did I want to hurt myself. Anyway this is better than suffering from slow burn anxiety at least
Update 12. MMMMMMMMMM DONT LIKE THAT MMMMM NO THANKS WHY AM I DOING THIS ANYWAY DID I DESERVE HURT MAYBE don't be worried about me y'all I just have the oddest way of dealing with pain
Update 13. This is how I'm looking at my screen
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Update 14: I'm going feral
Update 15: i wiull not tell anyone what im readfing
UPDATE 16: WOW JUST WHY DON'T I Y'ALL WON'T FIND IT ANYWAY GARFILED AND GRU. WOW. IS THIS WHAT HAPPENS WITH NORMAL PEOPLE IS THAT WHAT EXISTS THAT'S KINDA NOT POG GARFIELD
Update 17: i made it!!! this helped reinforce my self esteem in a very odd way! so that's good! anxiety is gone! anxiety was burnt up and shriveled and evaporated! quick someone fill my head with needless information!
Update 18: great i no longer feel bad about what I was feeling bad about! that's good! it hurt so much! it fucking HURT like a stake in my lungs! i'm HURT! but heyyy at least that somehow fixed my anxiety!
