Untamed

The Big Day

Part 21

Next morning , Zeynep closed her suitcase then looked at Emir who was sitting on the bed next to the suitcase , she smiled "so..."

Emir stood up "you're leaving" he smiled sadely

"yes" she held his hands "I won't ever forget our happy moments and our family gatherings" she laughed and looked down hiding her tears "I loved every moment" she looked inside his eyes "we were a great team"

"y..yes we were great friends...we are...we can still be friends...right?" he laughed and looked down

"of course" they both looked inside each other's eyes for seconds then they hugged each other in a second

"Zeynep" he whispered then buried his face in her neck inhaling her smell

Zeynep pushed him softly and smiled "I will miss you...I will" she nodded her head , she left her suitcase up then put it on the floor "goodbye" she said then turned walking towards the room's door

Emir raised his hand to stop her but then put it down again "Z.." he stopped closing his eyes tightly , he could see how she was leaving "Zeynep" he said it aloud then regretted it

Zeynep turned and looked at him "yes"

He walked towards her "I..." he held her hand "just don't go" he whispered

Zeynep looked at him "it's better that way"

Emir looked down "y..yes you are right"

Zeynep quickly turned almost running towards the door and she left

Emir kept on looking at the door for about a minute then he walked towards the window and here she was putting her suitcase in her father's car , she looked up at him for seconds and he smiled at her , she could see how he was pretending..."don't go" he said

Zeynep rode the car and the car just left , Emir turned and looked at the bed , at her pillow "just fucking don't!" he told himself "stop being emotional stop being silly!" he threw himself on the bed
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Asu was looking at her mother's grave with teary eyes "forgive me" she whispered

Zeynep walked towards her mother's grave and stood beside Asu "what are you doing here?!"

Asu looked at her then looked at the grave again "why shouldn't I be here?"

"well...you know the reason"

Asu closed her eyes tightly "please don't say it" tears fell from her eyes

"why shouldn't I?!" Zeynep also had tears in her eyes

"I AM DYING EVERYDAY , CAN'T YOU SEE?!" she screamed while sobbing "EVERYDAY I KEEP ON SEEING NIGHTMARES" she held Zeynep's hands "I JUST WANT TO DIE , I FUCKING REGRET IT"

Zeynep looked at her while crying silently "try to live with that , anyway you can die this way"

She left her hand and turned to leave but Asu grabbed her hand stopping her "I ruined our life I ruined yours I know I fucked up"

"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING" Zeynep screamed "I TRIED TO STOP YOU BUT YOU DIDN'T STOP!" Zeynep grabbed her arms shaking her "I SAID YOU ARE MY SISTER YOU COULD HELP ME BUT YOU KILLED ME THAT DAY OK??" she pushed her "YOU DIDN'T EVEN STOP! YOU KEPT ON ACTING LIKE DADDY'S FAVOURITE DAUGHTER , YOU MADE HIM HATE ME! ALL OF THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU ALRIGHT?? YOU KILLED OUR MOTHER"

Asu threw herself on the ground sobbing "please don't do this please"

"it's the first time you come to visit our mother after her death right??" Zeynep nodded "it's because you know that you killed her"