Remember Me?

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Armin's POV

It's been a few weeks since Eren lost his memories, he's been remembering little by little. Luckily he remembers that he is studying to be a doctor and he remembers his parents as well as some of his childhood. He still doesn't remember much of his friends and Mikasa seems to be the one that is always asking me if he remembers her or what she did. I'm guessing she wants to apologize to Eren once he does regain his memories but we all are worried about how Eren is going to react once he remembers everything.

"Hey Eren, The boys and I are gonna camping soon and we were wondering if you wanted to come as well?" I said seeing Eren doing sit-ups in his room 

"Yeah, that sounds like a lot of fun, id love to!" He said getting up

"Great! well be leaving tomorrow morning so just pack a bag of clothes we'll only be gone for a few days." I said giving him one of my old backpacks 

"Alright sounds good," He said staring to pack a few shirts in the bag

Mikasa's POV

Eren still doesn't remember me I wonder if that's a bad thing or a good thing, I still plan on apologizing to Eren and trying to make things right, but will he even accept my apology, or even worse will he even want to see me at all, I thought to myself. As I was thinking about the whole situation, the front door opens it's Jean he's late as usual.

"Where have you been?" I said getting annoyed 

"I don't have to explain myself to you!" he said getting angry 

I was scared I wondered if he had been drinking but then he did something I never expected. He apologized 

"Listen I'm sorry, I know that I have been coming home late and we have been fighting a lot more than usual but I have to be honest with you. I think we should cancel the wedding and we should just see other people," he said giving me a serious look 

"What makes you say that?" I said not sure how to feel 

"We fight too much and we just aren't right for each other, I know that we got this far, and yes it hurts me too but we have to both moves on I know you still have feelings for Eren and I know that you don't love me." He said in a sad tone 

"Jean where is all of this coming from?" I said shocked that he realized all our problems 

"I've been doing some thinking and I realized that you never truly loved me, you only wanted to distract yourself from that fact that Eren was leaving so you tried to hide that feeling by just running away from losing him, so you made it to where you had nothing to lose, but you did lose, you lost Eren. I know you never stopped loving him, even at night you would cry yourself to sleep saying his name because you knew what you did was wrong but you tried so hard to believe that what you did was right for you, but it wasn't you just ended up making things worse. Now it's up to you to own up to your mistakes and up to you to do what is right." He said looking at me with a straight face

"You're right, I should have never done that to Eren, he never deserved any of this I should have just accepted that he was leaving instead of trying to run away from the problem and making it worse. Eren never deserved any of this. I'm such a terrible person" I said crying harder and harder with each sentence. 

"Listen I get how you feel but this is up to you to fix and set right, but it's also up to Eren to accept your apology or not, but you first need to help him regain his memory so that he doesn't feel lied to. I wish you the best Mikasa and thank you for the amazing years, but go be with the guy you should be with, Eren. As much as I hate to say this I don't deserve you and I never did but thank you for giving me the chance, I'll never forget that. I wish you the best." he said leaving my apartment. 

I continued to cry and cry thinking that this is all my fault and that I made the worst mistake of my life. I spent the night crying and trying to think of what to do eventually I realized I needed help so I called up Annie and asked her to get the other girls to meet me at my apartment tomorrow so that I can tell them what happened but also to ask them how I can make things right.

Eren's POV

I look around but all I see is black. I then see myself walking and holding hands with Mikasa, I was so confused about what I was seeing. Were Mikasa and I together at one point? But what happened? who is she married to? Did I do something wrong? All these questions were going through my head but then I saw that Mikasa let go of my hand and grab the hand of someone else, but I didn't know who he was. Is that her fiance? I thought. As she left me standing alone I start falling into the darkness, but I eventually jolted up from the bed in a panic.

"So it was just a nightmare, but it seemed so...real" I check my phone and see that it's 5:45 am, I should probably get ready we're leaving for the camp sight in a few hours. 

I get dressed and decided to go on a morning run before we have to leave, I've always cared about my health but running has always helped me clear my head as I run around the city, I come across a familiar street, I started to remember something, this street was where I saved Mikasa, I pushed her out of the way of a car that was about to hit her. Unfortunately, that was all I remembered but at least it was something.

As I finished my run I went back to Armin's apartment and I showered and changed, I still had some time left before we had to leave so I decided to make Armin breakfast because of how nice he's been for letting me stay at his apartment. As I finish making breakfast, Armin coming into the kitchen surprised to see me awake so early.

"Oh Eren, I didn't know you were gonna be up this early," he said rubbing his eye

"Yeah, I woke and decided to go on a run before we had to leave, breakfast is ready it's on the table," I said handing him a plate, as he took a bite his eyes lit up 

"How Eren this amazing!" he said taking another bite

"Thanks, I'm glad I didn't forget how to cook," I said laughing 

As we finished eating we began to get our stuff ready before the guys would be here to pick us up. I hope this trip is fun and I hope hanging out with the guys will help me remember more. 

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