Though It All ~UkUs~ |Discontinued|

Chapter 14

Neither me or mlphetalialuv owns Hetalia

~Arthur's POV~

I woke up in a good mood, memories of last night fresh in my mind. My arms were around Alfred and I smiled. Alfred stirred and I leaned over and kissed him. That woke him up completely. My hand wandered under the sheets and he smacked me away.
"We've already done this, it's okay" I said cooly. Alfred shrugged me off and got out of bed with a slight limp, dried blood on the inside of his legs. "What happened Alfred?" I asked, bolting upright, the covers falling off my chest and overlapping.
"You! You raped me in your sleep!" He cried, pointing a finger at me.
"What..." I muttered shakily. I knew I sleepwalked on occasions but I never imagined that would happen. "W-Why would you let me"
"You think I let you? No!" He shouted and limped towards the bedroom door. I got up and grabbed his shoulder.
"Why didn't you kick me or do something, I hate this..." I said quietly.
"I tried" Alfred whimpered and started to cry "I really did! You just wouldn't wake up! I couldn't get away" he cried, his shoulders shaking with every breath.
"I'm an awful person. I hate myself" I whispered harshly. Alfred tried to escape but I kept my grip on his shoulder "I won't let you leave, we have a baby on the way"
"I need time Arthur" he mumbled, looking me in the eyes.
"Okay, just, just don't leave me. I wouldn't know what to do" I pleaded.
"I won't. Give me a few hours" he promised and I nodded. He put clothes on and limped out the front door, I was worried, what if he was beat up and lost the baby? I didn't go with him so it would be all my fault. I shuffled around the house for hours, not knowing what to do, I got dressed after a while. After about 5 hours I sighed and took a shaky breath. I went to the kitchen and took a knife out, leaving small red lines on my arm. I couldn't stop the tears from falling as I did, I hated myself at that moment. I hurt the one I loved. I heard the front door open and close but I didn't register it, I kept going. Only did I stop when the utensil was yanked out my hand and thrown across the room.
"No!" Alfred pleaded, staring at me sadly. I started to shake, it was my fault he was sad. He cleaned up my wounds and kissed them gently, smiling as he did so. I didn't utter a word, just cried silently. "Why?" He asked when he had wrapped up the cuts.
"I h-hurt you. I deserve to d-die for that" I stuttered.
"No you don't! You need to stay here and stay by my side" he scolded lovingly.
"What I did has no excuses. How can you even look at me?" I asked, more tears falling.
"Because I love you, and without you out baby will die" he said softly. I stopped crying and gave him a weak smile, he nuzzled me and I calmed down.
"I don't like being the strong one, I feel bad for showing negative emotions" I complained.
"You have to, for me"
"Why can't you?"
"Because your my babies daddy" he looked at me hurt.
"Okay" I said and his hurt expression faded. He hugged me and started to cry.
"Hey it's okay" I said soothingly.
"No, it's the baby" he said and heaved. I got up and quickly led him to the bathroom, he was sick in the toilet, I rubbed small circles into his back to sooth him. I felt him shake and I automatically felt guilty that I couldn't do something to ease this pain he felt. After he had finished I massaged his head with my hand.
"Would you like me to run you a bath?" I asked.
"Yes" he whimpered weakly. I got up and put the plug in the drain at the bottom, filling up the bath and adding just enough hot and cold water to make it comfortable for him. I put him in carefully, making sure the water didn't tip over the bath edge.
"If you need anything I'll be in the other room" I said as I walked out the bathroom.
"I love you" he gushed out suddenly.
"I love you too" I said before leaving the room and sitting on the livingroom couch. I hadn't been in there long when I hears him cry out.
"The baby hurts" he said as I ran in the room and kneeled next to him.
"I don't know what to do! I'm a terrible dad!" I exclaimed, frantically looking around the room.
"You're not a bad dad, why don't you talk to it?"
Okay. Um, hello baby, I'm your daddy. Well, your second daddy, and I love you" I said, feeling slightly silly for doing this.
"I'm it's mum silly, you're it's dad" Alfred said lovingly.
"But your a man too" I said, confused.
"I'm carrying the baby" Alfred States simply.
"That makes sense, and you know what?" I said, a smirk appearing on my face.
"What?" Alfred asked. I leaned over and kissed him, he instantly kissed back but I broke off the kiss quickly.
"This bath fits two" I said, the smirk still on my face.
"Then come join me" Alfred smiled. I quickly tossed off my clothes and got in, Alfred moved so I could get in then he crawled on top of me. I connected our lips passionately for a moment and then broke it off, Alfred nuzzled me.
"I love you" I said.
"Love you more" he answered.
"Impossible"
"Why?"
"Because no one can love anyone more than I love you" his face heated up at my statement.
"Not even me?" He asked, pressing our lips together softly.
"You come close but you don't realise how much I love you" he blushed and kissed me with a little more force. "I love you more than I've ever loved another, everyone else is nothing compared to you" I said truthfully.
"Stop it" he said, blushing furiously.
"Why?"
"Because your making me blush!" He said.
"I want to make you blush, I love it when you do and whatever I say about you isn't enough" I whispered.
"It is enough"
"It will never be enough, I have things to say to you that will make you blush"
"Im already blushing!" He exclaimed.
"More than you are now" I said, kissing his neck. He gasped and moaned and I felt proud of myself for getting this reaction out of him. I started to lick and he moaned, I could feel his hard member rubbing against me.
"Arthur!" He moaned. I kissed down to his collarbone and he panted in pleasure, I nibbled his collarbone and he moaned extremely loudly, releasing in the bathtub.
"The real fun hadn't even started yet" I teased, kissing his cheek.
"Is this okay while I'm pregnant?"
"Of course" I said, kissing him quickly "we could always do it the other way if you would like though"
"No, we can do it normally" his voice turned into a whisper "let's go to the bedroom and play with some toys"
"I like the way you think" I felt my heartbeat race as I lifted us out the bath and towards the bedroom.

By me and mlphetalialuv
Hope you enjoyed! :3