𝚆𝙷𝚈

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I heard explanation is very easy,
Can you tell me mine?
I don't know what's happening to me;
No,I'm not sick,
or yes I'm lying to myself again ;
or have an invisible fever,
Not even knowing myself .
I've not killed someone,
or done something really bad,
Just shake off some disturbings;
to make me myself happy
but I know a big hole
with large stones thrown everywhere ;
Addressed on my heart
Can you tell me
WHY?WHY?

I heard love stays,friends don't play
But I guess I don't go with quotes
or can't go ;
I've not tried to make anyone down
or take revenge
to satisfy myself ;
but I know people are so tired of me
I wonder what kind of stress I'm,
Bitter?Or very bitter?
When I ask someone
they can't answer my questions,
like I'm wrong
But they don't act so
Then
WHY?WHY?

I'm not a kid nor a matured person ,
but I've experienced pretty highs and lows in my life
Because of hundred reasons like I'm black by the skin tone
or too big by the size
and not the beautiful one
like today's one should
which gives nobody attractions;
They say money is just a printed paper
and the hearts make you human,
But when it comes to the moment
Huh! the fantasy is gone!
WHY?WHY?

I'm not so endless like the universe
and not the mystery of millions galaxys,
But I feel specially when Moon shines
and stars shine over me,
like they're adoring me
and telling me to survive
I feel a wave,
and go beside glass-windows
instead of bed;
So many WHYs are ruling over me
I wonder if it's only me
Only me.
If you're also stuck with these WHYs
or you can explain my WHYs;
then tell me
I'm wandering in the desert
of a billion WHYs.







[312 words]

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