I walked through the doors as they slid open with a small pinging noise.
Walking up to the receptionist and tapping the desk to get her attention.
"Can I help you-....Oh," She said sweetly than trailed away as she looked up,
"Room 102?" I said softly and waited .
"right..Visiting hours last for 2 hours today, Kageyama-san. You know where to go.."
I nodded and thanked her before turning and walking down the hall.
Turning the corner I walked down it for a bit before turning to the left and stopping at Room 102's door.
My hand paused on the latch, I looked at it and noticed the trembles.
I took a breath before sliding the door open to reveal a sunlit room.
Flowers and cards where placed on the bedside table,
And in the bed a small figure laid.
Once bright orange hair sat on the pillow, from afar everything looked normal. But as I got closer I could see that was not the case.
I sat down in the chair that was placed near the bed and gazed at the boy in the bed.
Tubes and cables where everywhere and both arms where in a cast. The rest of his body was covered by blankets but you could clearly see the empty space where his leg was supposed to be.
They couldn't save it.
My eyes slowly traveled back up to his face.
His once bright, smiling happy face.
Now it was bruised, he had bags under his eyes and he was pale. So very pale.
Hinata Shōyō was in a coma, and he had been for 5 months.. I had come every single day since then and it was always the same.
The doctors said that If he ever woke up he would never be able to walk or move his casted arm again,
Hinata Shōyō was crippled.
Because of me.
All because I had to go up to that rooftop, all because I couldn't handle the grief of losing Wren.
And I ended up losing my best friend and could have been boyfriend.
Because I had been so so SO stupid.
I slowly tangled my hands in his limp one and squeezed.
Wishing. Hoping. Willing him to wake up.
Willing him to wake up so I could tell him..
So I could tell him I was sorry.
The thought of those last words I had said to him made me want to vomit.
I had called him disgusting, a psychopath..
Nobody knew about what he had done, nobody knew he was Pyscho.
Nobody except me,
And it would stay that way.
I caressed his hand, feeling the tears that never seemed to leave well up again.
I let them fall, let them splash to the ground as I leaned forward and pressed my forehead to his hand.
"I'm sorry.. so sorry.."
I repeated the words again and again, wishing he could hear them."I'm sorry for what I said. I'm sorry I didn't notice... and.. I'm sorry I couldn't save you."
I felt myself begin to shudder but pushed down the lump in my throat.
"You where always there for me but I never realised.. never knew how you felt or the pain you went through every single day..."
I raised my head slowly and stared at his face through blurry eyes.
"I'm sorry I never realised my own feelings, and I wish I could tell you.."
"I love you."
And amongst all the bruises and darkness I could see it, a tear sliding down from his closed eye and for once I knew.
He heard me.
"I love you, I love you so so much.. so please.. wake up. Wake up so I can tell you properly, you are my everything."
There was no response but I still continued, hope rising within me.
"And I want you to know, no matter how long it takes...."
I rubbed my eyes and clasped his hand,
Allowing a smile to spread across my tear streaked face."I'll wait for you forever."
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Imma just admit it now. I cried when writing these past 2 chapters ('༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ')I'm hoping u guys liked the ending! Soz if it wasn't what u where expecting! I was trying to go with a different type of ending (о'∀'о)
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