Muggy
I'm being selfish.
The sheets are strewn across my bed,
but my skin is dying for air.
I had hoped for this
subconsciously,
I knew exactly what I was doing.
Is she to blame?
The part of me that I find
she claws at the interior
but even if I had felt frustration earlier in the sunlight
in the dark,
she couldn't have cared less.
Her voice is not my own
at least, I don't believe it is.
When she is craving,
it's suffocating.
I lose sight of everything else,
and then it's the hunt for one thing.
Something primal, of course,
but its only natural for her.
Any feelings that I had bottled
tossed with and tangled in anger and disappointment
she releases them
if only for the time being.
But it isn't all my fault.
How am I,
or rather how is she,
suppose to resist?
How can you possibly say those words
in that voice
and not understand the situation you put me and her in?
In the light, she presses herself
against the bars of the cage
and occasionally, you get too close.
She is dangerous.
But at night,
you don't care either, do you?
Animalistic tendencies,
No,
Animalistic desires rather,
it's like watching raw emotion,
so overwhelming that it comes crashing down immediately after.In truth,
the sunlight doesn't hold her back from escaping.
She only stays in that cage for the time being
because she knows
that it's no fun by herself
when he is locked in there until night.
- Jasmine.
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BẠN ĐANG ĐỌC
Useless, sometimes pretty poetry.
Thơ CaHello. Here is some of my poetry. You might like it, you might not, but my heart is in these words. Ramblings, thoughts, and feelings from a tired and anxious 18-year-old. :)