There Is No Sunlight At Night

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Muggy


I'm being selfish.


The sheets are strewn across my bed,


but my skin is dying for air.


I had hoped for this


subconsciously,


I knew exactly what I was doing.


Is she to blame?


The part of me that I find


she claws at the interior


but even if I had felt frustration earlier in the sunlight


in the dark,


she couldn't have cared less.


Her voice is not my own


at least, I don't believe it is.


When she is craving,


it's suffocating.


I lose sight of everything else,


and then it's the hunt for one thing.


Something primal, of course,


but its only natural for her.


Any feelings that I had bottled


tossed with and tangled in anger and disappointment


she releases them


if only for the time being.


But it isn't all my fault.

How am I,


or rather how is she,


suppose to resist?


How can you possibly say those words


in that voice


and not understand the situation you put me and her in?


In the light, she presses herself


against the bars of the cage


and occasionally, you get too close.


She is dangerous.


But at night,


you don't care either, do you?


Animalistic tendencies,


No,


Animalistic desires rather,


it's like watching raw emotion,


so overwhelming that it comes crashing down immediately after.In truth,


the sunlight doesn't hold her back from escaping.


She only stays in that cage for the time being


because she knows


that it's no fun by herself


when he is locked in there until night.


- Jasmine.

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