𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚝

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I get in the car and I look at jahseh and Isaiah  and z just looks at me through the rearview mirror.we went to the store and me and Jahseh stayed in the car.bro your so fucking sensitive.I say to jahseh.watch your mouth he says as he takes off his jacket.or what? He grabs me by the neck so we are face to face and he says when I say something you listen you forget we got tented windows so no one can see us don't get fucking smart.he put me down and put his Jacket back on and stared out the window.everyone came back to the car and we went to isaiahs house.

𝙸𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚊𝚑𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎.........

We got to isaiahs house and they had liquor ,food,weed cigarettes and vapes  I set down and jahseh brung me chicken sprite and a vape he set down and gently pushed my head to his chest.I ate my stuff and me and jahseh shared the sprite and smoked the vape he gave me back the vape when Isaiah lighted a Newport for jahseh I just set there and watched him smoke he finally saw I was looking at him and laughed.we watched a movie and then decided to play truth or dare.......... 

Ok Isaiah truth or dare remember two truths per player.I say.damn if it was only two truths than Lex you out of truths because you did like 9 .everyone laughed including me.ok Isaiah I dare you to kiss  Zara.Isaiah goes over to Zara and tongue kisses her  after he finished and set down he said ok lex that's how we playing I dare you and jahseh to go in the bathroom with each other with one drink each and two vapes.ok bet.me and jahseh both picked a sprite and a fruit punch vape and went to the biggest bathroom in the house.

We both set on the stairs of the tub and drunk our sprite and smoked.so how's life?stressing I say .why is that?because my real dad is facing charges.same Jahseh says.is yours facing life?I say.no,what yours do?Murder of ex girlfriend and her boyfriend,had a gun he wasn't supposed to have,and robbed a Walmart.Damn that shit crazy.jahseh says .and he keeps sending me letters telling me to speak in his next court date but why would I when it was his idea to put me up for adoption and what the fuck I'm gonna say?he hasn't been there for me  no times in my life.When I was a baby he only held me 4 times and every time I'm on the phone with my brother he mean mugs me.like that's my dad and all but how people are going to tell if you not even in my life?after I was done speaking I started crying and jahseh put me on his lap and put my head in his chest.shhhhh it's ok he said in a calming voice.I finally calmed down and after I had my moment  me and jahseh somehow got on the topic of how it's hot in 98 degrees but that's the average human body temperature.lex.yes?i gotta pee.he says with a giggle I get off of him so he can do his business I turn around to give him privacy and he says LEX LOOK AT THAT BIG ASS SPIDER  my stupid ass looks and he was swinging his dick😐.i just coverd my mouth and looked🤷🏽‍♀️ he laughed he put it away and flushed I said I had to pee and he said he not turning around I begged him and he refused so i pulled down my pants sat on the toilet and peed while he just looked. Any ways they finally let us out  the bathroom and  we played again and they dared me and jahseh to make out for 1 min we did for 1 min and 29 seconds  we talked about and smoked and was on our phones and everyone went to sleep but me and jahseh did he said he had a room here and he said I can sleep with him.

     Jahsehs room

I forgot to bring pajamas so he gave me a shirt and some boxers
We got in the bed and fought over what we wanted to watch to sleep and I won and we watched spongebob he also said I was giving him blue balls😂his cousin called him I couldn't hear what his cousin was saying but jahseh seemed mad but tried to remain calm jahseh hung up and just stared at the wall and shook his head,I got him to calm down by hugging him from the back than running my fingers through his hair we finnally layed down and he pulled me closer to him
And fell asleep.  

ℍ𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕕𝕜 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕜𝕖𝕡𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕘😒