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I think I'm lost
Somewhere dark
With my loneliness
Without my happiness

I don't know what to do anymore
Do I laugh?
Do I smile?
Or do I just roll my eyes at everything?

It's not depression
I'm just not myself
I can't smile like I used to
I can't pull jokes like I used to

I just can't with life anymore
I don't want to die
But this isn't it
This isn't what I wanted

I didn't want it all saddened
It just sort of happened
"Life can't be perfect."
But i tried to make it perfect

I used to smile
I used to laugh
I used to make others laugh
There ain't no source of happiness left

No! I'm not okay!
I don't wanna lie no more
Life is crappy
And it's time I give up

I can't do this anymore
I can't put on a fake show
I can't fake smiles anymore
I just can't fake a perfect life

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 19, 2020 ⏰

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