Dynamite Touch

Chp 42

Deku"s POV

As I go in the restroom, I hear the low rumble of Kirishima's voice, imitating the singer of the song that was playing on his phone.

I stop in front of the curtain separating me from Kirishima an his naked body. Can I really do this, should I do it? Does he even want me to do ?

Ugh all of this self doubting is making my head ache
I'm such a pain in my own ass I swear

Ok I'm doing this
I am totally doing this

Yeah!
We have been dating for almost a month now
And we were friends before
There should be enough trust right

I was so deep in my thoughts I didn't hear the shower turn off
So i was completely scared when I saw a naked Kirishima coming out looking for the towel

He looks at me surprised and confused, blinking continuously

I look at him, my natural. Skin color draining and all the blood pumping to my face at once

Shit shit shit shit

What do I do
Fuck
Why did I even come in

My eyes drift down one more and I see his naked member and that was enough to send me into over drive
I close my eyes and start walking out screaming, " I am so so so s sorry I , I'm sorry ill leave now sorry!" I say and finally get out, not even giving him time too respond or ask.

You crazy fucker
God I just want to die
But of course I wont right God?
If I die right now it would be to mother effing easy wouldn't it?

"Mydoria? Are you ok? What happened back then, why were you in the restroom?"
I turn around so fast,  my neck snapped and I died

Yeah right
I wish

" I uh, Well, I  I was um you know I was l looking for-", " Mydoria are you ok you are sweating like crazy are you not feeling well?"
Right about now I'm thinking of all the ways too die, maybe I try bungee jumping without all of those security ropes
Or jump out of a plane
Maybe I should buy a motorcycle
Top 10 stupidness ways to die
Brought to you by Isuzu Mydoria

All the sudden I see a hand waving and snapping in front of me
"Mydoria are you ok, can you hear me?" Kirishima says snapping me out of my stupidity

I wanna cry

" Yeah yeah I uh ill just lay down, I guess I'm not feeling so well after all" I am such a coward

" hey wait are you sure there's nothing I can help you with? I mean you did go into the restroom." He says and i cry inside, of course you can help me,this IS about you after all

I can't always be this mellow, i have got to take the first step at least once

So i turn around and look at him straight

" actually there is something you can help me with" I sigh and shuffle my fingers, nervously

he stared at me and like eating for me to keep going

" So you know how we have been dating for a month now... and I, um I I was wondering, well mostly trying to start some physical contact... oh god that sounded so technical, what i meant was that, well you always start any kind of physical contact between the both of us, a and I just, I felt that is was one sided!" I finish biting my bottom lip and looking down, heat creeping up the back of my neck and going up my face