Have you ever just say back and wondered what life would be like if you were loved ? If you weren't damaged and if you had some type of hope ? Life has a unexpected way of bringing people in your life who will either make or break you. But will the new people i met who I have come to love so deeply will they break me or make me into a new person. My name is Isis Malone and I am a 17 year old senior in high school with a fucked up past and really no love or thought for the future but people wouldn't know that about me. I smile like nothing is wrong , I laugh when a joke is being told and I am overall the life of the party but sometimes that's not enough to get the thoughts out my head. I wish my life turned out different but hey you know what they say right "It is what it is". Hopefully my last year will be the last that I soak in my misery alone and I can finally be free and happy.