-When I was child I dreamed of a perfect future, engaged with the perfect boy, live in a big house, have a prestigious job, I shared my wishes with my mother who taught me that in order to have a similiar futur I had do everything perfectly and without mistakes. But my life completely took the opposite road and wanting to escape from everything I ran away taking the first flight to London to receive the perfect man that I had maniacally and morbidly wanted to reach for all those years. But the perfection can also be found in imperfection. Run away to create a new life, far from the past, from memories and troubles. This is what Joi thought on the plane heading for London. But what would happen if someone able resurrect everything ? And what if that person was the only one able to drag you out of oblivion? Intrigue, love, fears, secrets. We will discover new and unproven things in her life but will also have to deal with things much bigger than her that could put her in danger. -He was my poison but at the same time the antidote. This story was created by me in Italian. These girls took the trouble to translate the chapters into English: eracomeladroga; _LoveFreedom _ and martra_dream_12