This wasn't suppose to go this way. He died, and I move on. Easy. At least I thought it was. I did move on. He didnt. But then theres Noah. He will have to move on without me. Noah and I are together, right? Why I everything complicated? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AN: Thanks for reading my first story! WARNING!!: THIS BOOK CONTIANS TOPICS OF SUICIDE, ABUSE,SELF HARM. THIS BOOK ALSO CONTAINS SEXUAL SCENES, TOPICS, ETC.