How Did I Ever Love You?

First things first, just prepare yourself for 10000 chapters of this crap
Also I am so sorry for how I portray France in this but I didn't know who else to use xD
Also also, I feel like this is VERY ooc but that's on purpose
also also also, sorry some of the chapters are kinda short :/
Warnings and stuff: Self-harm, depression, mention of suicide
(If thoughts of homicide is considered a warning here ya go)
Also this isn't that good sorry... ;-;