No words can explain the way that I feel, what he has done to me is far worse and malicious than anything anyone could think of off the top of their head. I trusted, and I truly cared. What did I get back in return for the love I showed him? Heart break. And take my word for this, nothing can be worse than ones trust being broken and forever having their love stripped away from them. But I guess you're probably as confused as ever, so why don't we go back to the beginning. The beginning of my eternity.