"Father in Heaven, I beg your forgiveness. For I have sinned. I have allowed for this feeling to root deep in my heart." My fingers trembled as I held the cross gently. The prayer came out as a whisper. I could feel him behind me, his large hands clamped down on my shoulders. "Come away my darling." His deep voice licked my ear. I shuddered. He turned me to face him. Slowly he backed us against the wall, and the door clicked shut beside me. "Father forgive me..." I looked up at him through hooded eyes. "For I have sinned."