Tord is so upset with grief and pain after the accident he almost loses his sanity, He ends up losing his emotions and his position as Red leader, even though Paul and Patryck tried to defend him. Soon they left too because that's what they though Tord wanted. Tord lived on the streets being beaten up almost everyday for six years till he meets Tom and the other. The encounter shocks him so much he regains his emotions. Now Tord is suffering from depression and a weird illness that makes all his cuts and his right eye start to heavily bleed. (WARNING! This story contains cutting, suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, gore, smut, and other sensitive subjects. If you are not okay with any of this please don't read this story.)