Astray
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  • Reads 293
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  • Parts 22
  • Time 1h 22m
Complete, First published Jun 10, 2020
~SYNOPSIS~

 "Heal for as long as you want to. 

Take the time out and be better for me, for you, for us.

Just promise you'll never go astray from me." 

🌹🌹🌹🌹

 "If I wait a century for you,

 If I wait a thousand years for you,

If I wait a generation for you,

Do you promise to return?" 

🌺🌺🌺🌺

 How long do you have to wait to heal completely?

How long did I have to wait to feel human?

How long did you wait before I finally went astray?

🥀🥀🥀🥀


She's there but for how long?

Gabriella Williams has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. An illness of the pancreas. An illness said to be deadly. An illness she hates.

She prays to God at night to take it away but feels like she's just making friends with the four walls.

With the love of her family and friends, she feels like she can survive and come out stronger than ever but when that fails, and her world comes crumbling down, who does she turn to? Now she feels alone and that no one understands her anymore. Not even her family.
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