Happiness is a subjective term. Some people find joy whereas others don't. This was very true for you. You didn't find joy in much, but you did find joy in two things. The one you love and live for and doing whatever it takes to keep him bound to you forever. Author's Note: This is going to be the most graphic and violent fic I have ever written. I mean it when I say it's not for the faint of heart. Because of this I will be posting only the first chapter on Wattpad and an intro, but even then the first chapter is tough to swallow. The rest of the fic will be on my Ao3, same user name and title. !WARNINGS! -Mentions of r*pe and assault -Mentions of s*icide -S*icide -M*rder -Death -Kidnapping -Extreme illegal activities -Forgery -Obsession/Obsessive behaviour -Graphic Imagery -Abuse -Lime -Smut